Thursday, April 26, 2018

Awful emo week for the Angs

Mr Ang has been busy... busy with teaching, busy with delivering, busy with assignments and tests, away at OBS for 5 days, busy with celebrating the end of OBS and assignments and tests with his friends that i felt i was like last of his priority this past 7 days .... suddenly i was like the kind of family member which i hate to be... the kind that just happened to be in the same living space... the kind that do the same activities such as eating, and sleeping on the same bed just because we happened to be at the same place at the same time... =S

was damn super emo for 1 WHOLE WEEK (Friday night to Thursday morning), the longest and second time i had because of him in our 9 years together... my favourite exercise this week was eye rolling at everything he said...

it all started because of his obs camp which resulted in him being totally uncontactable from 9am on Monday till 4pm on Friday... missed him lots and was already slightly emo being the only one at home... as an obs survivor myself, i understand his tiredness when he finally came home... i dont even dare to request to go out for dinner or buy bubble tea or have an ice-cream which was quite the norm for us on Friday nights...

first ice bucket came when i asked about his weekend schedule; 5 lessons each on both Saturday & Sunday ... i whined a little and he could 理直气壮 reply me that he already informed me the week before... fine, i 忍...

we were home from dinner at 洪 mama's place by 8+pm... he was so life-less throughout dinner and didnt even let me stay to finish my korea drama that i thought he would just go to bed since he said he didnt sleep much during the camp, especially the last night when the group stayed up to chit chat till the wee morning...

结果 i was given the second ice bucket shortly after we reached home, he said he was going to meet his nie friends for drinks... i am not the kind who will say cannot or throw a fit to make him stay home but i was like "huh?!?!?!?" ... he was like "i haven't seen them for a week"... i was like "you also din see me for one whole week what"... he said he would just join them for a while and should be back by 10+/11pm...

i think i was in shock and didnt really know how to react at that instant... i was still all cool and smiley when he left... then i was like "wtf" when the home alone feel set in... ... i waited till 1am lo... by then i was fuming with sadist thoughts and revengeful childish thoughts... didnt even want to acknowledge him when he returned...

i thought i could sleep it off... but no, woke up the next morning still feeling horrible... didnt feel any better even when he cancelled the last lesson for each day to accompany me back to 蔡 mummy's place and to Sin Heng Bak Kut Teh for dinner for Saturday & Sunday...

we had some conversations about why i was acting up like that ...but nothing could 安抚 my grouchiness... not even when he apologised and said he loved me blah blah blah and was still nice and sweet while i rolled my eyes and gave him one word / sarcastic answer in my very 不爽 voice with no eye contact throughout the few days... i just couldn't be the usual bubbly + act cute + teh wifey whom i usually am.. =S

though things seems to be back to normal by Tuesday, it didnt last long till Mr Ang went out for a drink again and came home at 2am on a Wednesday night... so it was like a home alone day for me again... totally sianx mood ... not so much of emo-ing since it was a re-occurrence within such a short interval... but these events just kept me thinking of the why and how of the change in my and his behaviour and attitude?!?!?! it really didnt help that we just celebrated our 7th year wedding anniversary this Jan too...

oh... and i realised that on both occasions that he went out, he would text me to do some form of remediation; cancelling one slot each of his weekend class, which i totally did not appreciate, and proposing we go on a date on May day (next tuesday) which i retorted that that's in May... he was quick enough to then counter propose a date this Friday night (April)...

him: This fri night??? We can go dating too... woohoo... night musuem
me: what time?
him: 7pm
me: there's no interesting exhibition this week... by the time we have dinner, it will be 8+pm... i need to wake up early for lesson sat... so nvm....

but can tell i was super 不领情 lo... but i just couldnt control my 小姐脾气... he still went on to say that he will find somewhere nice... but to me, a dinner or any meal, no matter how nice or how expensive just doesn't have the power to make me feel any better in this kind of situation...

Mood elevated a little only after he said that he has never take me for granted and explained why he was meeting up with his friends so often this week and that he will stop some of his weekend lessons after the mid-year so that we can go for more dating ... =P

mood better also means I'm in the mood to google search what activity is available for our April's Happi Wife, Happi Ang on a Friday Night after 8pm that doesn't end too late, is not about food nor movie... and i found Karting Arena @ Turf Club that's open till 10pm... =D

Ah - ah!!!... i found out that once i can look forward to my kind of activity for both of us according to our once a month Happi Wife, Happi Ang schedule, i am actually quite okay with him being busy and not being around...

Please let me find just one of such activity that can fit into his busy schedule every month... i really dont wanna be the moody, grouchy, unlovable Mrs Ang that i was in the last 7 days... =S


there you go... it's not always sweet and rosy for the Angs too... though there is definitely more ups than downs in the ratio of 99:1 ... =P 

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