A day to remember - 10 April 2011
姐姐，baby 死了... 被车撞死了... alfred said over alvin's phone... tears just dripped uncontrollable... tuition kid was shocked and stared as i teared... i only asked 1 question... who brought her out???
alfred did and i know he feels very bad too... could hear that he was crying as he announced baby's death over the phone... he loves baby lots lots too... more lots than me.... he's always hugging her whenever he comes home from camp over the weekends...
think angela will feel the worst... baby was like her shadow... they study together... baby will climb onto her study table and nuaz on her notes when she's studying ... they sleep together... they literally share the same bed and angela's bed smells like baby...
i was just thinking of baby in the morning.... was thinking of asking angela to bring her over to our new house to let her run around when they deliver my barangs barangs in a week's time.... i was even as lame as to think if she would pee under my decal tree...
so much of her in my mind.... how small and how dark her black fur was when i first saw her in my room when she was only 3 months old... how cuddly and baby like she was then and that's how she got her name... how she would jump and hop around and in the process scratch our legs when we just arrive home... how she would follow us into the bathroom when we bathe, pee or poo...
still remember there was once she entered the bathroom with me... usually she will stay in the dry corner and wait ... but not on this particular day... when i opened my eyes after rinsing off the shampoo, i saw a drenched baby sitting right next to me... that day, she decided that she wanna take a bath with me... i could still remember that i was laughing and scolding her at the same time...
also remember how she goes around licking and licking almost every part of the floor... how she hides and sleeps under my clothes on the cloth rack... how she likes to snuggle on bags left on the floor and how she once fell off the tv console while she stretched in her sleep the other day...
also in my mind were how she looks like a chi wa wa when she is shaved and how furry and tangled she can get when her fur grew out... how nice she smells when kom bathe her with a little dove... and how cute she looks in her green cheer leader dress, orange and demin dress and the pink polka dot dress which i gotten for her for my wedding...
miss the way she always stand to ask us to carry her and the way she knocks on the door to ask us to let u in or out...
she is the reason why i go back home every week... i really miss u...
http://tangtang-land.blogspot.com/2010/11/bearbis-new-dress.html http://tangtang-land.blogspot.com/2011/01/spagetti-4-lunch.html
Things happen for a reason... life still goes on... but i cant help but still ask... why did this have to happen???
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