seven eleven

every year, there would be a of about 2 weeks where my mood is at the lowest.... this 2 weeks period will usually start after youth day... and since the blog post on friendster is gone (read here).... i shall create another memory of one of the saddest days in my life here....

7 years ago, 11 July 2005, Monday

first day of break after the last day of work at SL.... 7+am.... handphone peeped... argh....message.... must be one of the P6s again with their forwarded good morning sms.... i thought....


"Ant had just passed away.".... a message from reuben....


starred at the message for a long while.... Ant = anthony right??? is this some kind of a joke??? cannot be.... reuben wun be so bo liao to play this kind of joke....


what could be the best way to find out what's going on but to call the 当事人....


"Candy, my brother had just passed away" was what i heard over the phone dialed to Ant....


"orh...okay" the 2 words i said before i put down the phone....in shock, i burst out crying really really loud.... i was scared... i was lost... i dun know how else to react??? it was the first of such situation of someone close.... someone whom i just went ktv with 2 nights ago....someone whom i been hanging out with almost every weekend for supper, chalet, ktv and mahjong....


I still think of you every now and then and especially so during this period of time... time flies...